British Ministry of Magic
Timothy Winchester’s Office
Mid-August 1972
He’d been working at his internship in the morning at St. Mungos, but instead of enjoying his late scheduled lunch some Ministry dunderhead showed up. At least the dunderhead hadn't shown up to the summer camp where he was a counselor and it would have been more embarrassing. To say he was unexcited would be an understatement, but he was smart enough to know that now was a time for cooperation. After all, he got this St. Mungos internship for a couple days a week on what he thought was his own merit applying like everyone else - he wasn’t going to let this Ministry dunderhead let people think he was some sort of charity case. He wasn’t. However, he saw enough kids at the Hogsmeade Children’s Home especially the squibs given jobs as charity cases.
It wasn’t till he got to the destination that all thoughts of cooperation were tossed out the window. It was simply now just himself, a Ministry dunderhead, and Mr. Fantasy Land who even had an office to match. An office that he doubted was an illusion as he’d of bet it wouldn’t have so many comforting stuffed animals and toys about to drop the defenses of the kids. No, if the surroundings were planned around his presumably scheduled and planned entrance he suspected it wouldn’t have looked like this.
This was real.
If he didn’t say something now he’d be setting Tim up for the same disappointment every adult who’d ever tried to give a crap about him did. He’d disappointed enough people in his failures to deal with the problems of the situations he’d found himself in over the years - situations that minus having a less badly timed insensitive emotionally fueled reactions he didn’t have a clue what he’d do differently. He was beginning to finally start silently accepting the reality that his situations were his fault.
He didn’t want to add disappointing Tim to the list of situations he found himself in - or worse proving the world wasn’t the good place that Tim seemed to act like it was.
He looked towards the Ministry dunderhead unable to look at Tim and see the disappointment his logic would cause. Then he said “ This is stupid. We all know how this works. I age out in eight and a half months with some useless official paperwork. “ He’d gotten the paperwork before as Mrs. Cunningham, his former muggle social worker, had saved it for him and gave it to him over Christmas break when he ran into her. She even said it was useless.
He took a quick breath in before speaking even faster “ Everyone knows Tim is honorable and if you lot could say this about everyone you employ I’d be dragged to see Gwynn today. I trust at least Gwynn been fired for his incompetency as a social worker and ministry employee. There are actually kids Tim could help and make a real difference with. I’ve been at the Hogsmeade Children’s Home, and I know how to man up. Hell, I even pretended I was going to go stay with a friends a few days before camp and got myself some work then went to the thrift, and picked up some new threads and toys for the kids there. “
Naturally, he’d also picked himself up a couple of new summer outfits like the one he was wearing now which were a simple pair of black pants, and a light yellow collared shirt. As he lost his ability to just accept wearing transfigured uniforms that were so worn that they should be trashed. Yet, what he remembered most from him picking stuff up for the kids at the children’s home was how happy little Alyse was twirling in her new-to-her pink summer dress with a new stuffed bunny.
Barely pausing for air he continued “ Tim can’t really do much in what two-hundred and sixty-ish days for me. However, he could probably do something for so many others even the squib girl whose a few months younger than me he could logic her a path to a real job with some chance of sticking around instead of a shop job in Hogsmeade where I bet she’s replaced the minute she ages out. No way a squib with fresh age-out papers is managing to stay in Hogsmeade and the delusional comfort she’s taking from that job as a path forward is just sad to watch.“
He had to breathe as he simply couldn’t continue talking so quickly to try to convince the dunderhead to abandon this bad idea - as he was certain Tim stupidly would walk into this disappointment if given the choice.
The dunderhead just smiled with an almost chuckle as he said “ Good Luck “ shutting the door leaving himself and Tim alone in the office.
It was good he was out of breath as he looked towards Tim as he had no idea what to say to the next adult that was about to potentially give a crap about him and end up disappointed like the rest.